Fairytale

"He is too perfect noona!"
When I heard it, it is kinda like a ton of bricks fall from the sky and hit me for six...

"He is too perfect noona!"
A sentence that wake me up from a deep sleep and make me smell the coffee...

【　　　People often say that life is not a fairytale...
    But sometimes like a child, and sometimes like a fool...
    How about dreaming of a life that's like a fairytale?
    If you dont give up on your dream...
    Maybe then, something that's even more fairytale-like than a fairytale...
    Might happen...
    Miracle-like things could really happen...】

But now, i have this thought...
I started thinking that kind of fairytale was only in dramas or movies...
That kind of fairytale would never happen in my life...
That kind of fairytale doesn't exist in my life...

"He is too perfect noona!"
Still, that sentence...
Slap in my face...
I realized something from what you've been saying...
How could someone like me? Ask for the moon?
Now...
I couldn't even dare and i don't have that courage to dreaming about you...
How could I? How could someone like me?

"He is too perfect noona!"
Thank you for letting me know what kind of person i am...
It's time for me to hit the road...
walk home...
and be on my way...

もういくじかんだ
いくよ　

Law of Luck

There's such a thing as the law of luck describing the set quantity of luck,
In which,
You will receive bad fortune in the future,
Equal to the amount of fortune you currently face.

There's such a thing as the law of luck describing the set quantity of luck,
In which,
You will receive good fortune in the future,
Equal to the amount of misfortune you currently face.

This thankful law tells us not to despair so quickly and hold on,
Since,
If you experience some bad things,
Good things will be sure to come soon.

(She was pretty, 2015)

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One year ago note

I accidentally found this note on my memo's tab this early morning.
And once again, it's just a pure coincidence, the date was exactly the same, 17th Oct!

And here it is my-one year ago-original note.

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This morning, 17th October 2014

On my way home after take my brother school.
Saw my village in a distance.
Foggy, gloomy, looked like in a Mulan movie's setting, my friend said in that way to describe it.
I don't know why, I just hate, not really, dislike, aaah, I don't know what to call.

But it just happened almost of my day that I little bit dislike-maybe this one suited well-where my home lied.
I just felt uncomfortable with almost all, the people indeed!
I just felt secure and comfortable in my own house and yard even when i just moved in a inch i felt insecure and uncomfortable.

I always felt that they looked at me as a stranger (despite the fact that i've been living here almost 16 years).
And i always felt that they are always talking back, about me and about my family, they are too noisy (yaa, i am an A blood type person that always feel insecure and have a negative thinking)

That's way, i prefer to going out, in my college as example or just sightseeing with my friends than stay at home, i mean, socialize with the others, so i won't be antisocial, hahaha *aaahh, hard to describe

By the way, i always have a dream that i will live in another area, village, or somewhere (abroad maybe where my crush now stay, haha)
But, it seems hard for me and my mom, my mom always told me to don't go too far and I often felt that I can't handle almost everything without her. TT
But, I dreamed to go to the other area more frequently, who knows that my prince already wait for me there, ahahahahaha :D

오빠~ 그냥 날 기대애야 애~ 😉😉😉

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