So sudden, there was a message from you, it was sooooo rare~ haha
But, not much chit chat, there.
As always you did.
Literally, you just send me a copied link from FB, though.
Yes.
Just it.
At all.
Hmm~
Actually, i never expected to get a message from you beginning with you are saying hello to me or starting with you are calling by my name .
And even more, i never expected to receive a message from you.
That is why a very simple message from you were valued more than anything in this world, lol.
As i said before, receiving a message from you was really really a big surprise that might has an opportunity less than 10 percent to happen 😂
That link itself contains an announcement about doctoral degree's scholarship. Since i didn't interested that much, i just replied you with one sentence containing one word, gratitude expression.
However, i said it in Korean, truthfully, in a cute way that solely expressed my joy from receiving a text from you.
It felt soooo good for being supported by one of my collague.
I thought, "aaahh, what a really nice kind hearted guy!".
However, right after that, I just stop myself to imagine something that no need to be imagined about.
Whether it is called lucky or not,
I met you in a meeting and the commonly thing happened, you sat next to me.
Before the meeting was started, you asked me about that scholarship, and we had a little conversation.
~Meeting~
After the meeting, you encouraged me to try that scholarship in a warm soft way.
And i was so touched by that, right after i saw your gaze.
Really a heartwarming encouragement.
I am so crazyyyy.
Then i realized, i shouldn't let my self, my heart, get trapped in this feelings (again)~~
But it keeps bothering me~~
~The next day~
I still woke up in remembering your name.
Went to the workshop venue, in a parking lot, and i looked for your vehicle.
~Lunch time~
You got up from your seat, walking towards me then ask me for having lunch, and once again in a soft tone.
And i really can't stand for it 😔
~the workshop finished~
I ran to my senior lecturer offering my best to help him.
In the middle of conversation, we got distracted by tax-thing.
Since this was my very first time having that tax-thing, i asked my senior lecturer that thing.
Still didn't get it.
Suddenly, you came behind me, from a different table then sat next to me.
Asked me nicely.
I showed the apps in my phone to you.
And once again, so sudden, you touch my right hand that was holding my phone. It felt so natural, really a natural movement, though 😂
Literally, you held my hand, didn't you?
Was it really a necessary?
My heart beat fast.
심장이 쿵쾅 쿵쾅!
But i have to act normal, pretending everything was fine.
And to be honest, it was hard to hide the feeling i got from the shock.
Hard to didn't show you that i surprised, got blushed, my heartbeat raced faster, and pounding harder.
완전 심쿵~
*even i still blushed remembering those thing while writing this 😂
Hey, you!
Why do you always do everything in an unexpected way?
Why?
심쿵 심쿵~
심장이 쿵쾅~
완전 심쿵~~